Miss Me?

Assalamualaikum...

It has been a very long time.

Sorry, since I was very busy with school, tuition, Running Man, manga, drama

It's not like I have anything interesting to post anyway

I have already got my results for the first examination

4A, 1B, 4C, 1D

Disappointing, but at least no 'G'

I had a fight with my father

I have not visited my grandparents for a long, long time

I miss them, but there is always 'but' when my parents went to visit them

About the fight, it's just about my SPM, my future

I am worry, as worry as my parents

But old habit die hard

Sometimes, I feel like crying when I think about my results

But I realise I have no rights to cry since I do not work hard

I want to work hard, but there is always 'but' in my thoughts

I am not sure how or when I want to change

I am looking forward for the change

I will tell you when I change